Wednesday, July 30, 2008

not a scary story.

Salamu’alaik ya nuha..


Hmm.. how was your stomach ? hungry ? mine, it start having charity concert ,again.theme song ‘summer of 69’ .heheh..lapar..

Since the raining season re-starting again , my stomach non-stop asking for food. Beside the cold weather, the study week also contribute for the charity concert . ( brain needs glucose for the thinking process to be smooth and compatible..)


That’s the story of hungry stomach..


Next ,let’s proceed with something that need our brain to use glucose even more.=)


Hahahah..i myself wonder what will I ask you,but anyway it’s fine for me because merapu is my best part..hee..


Ok.tie your seat belt tightly ,we gonna start the ride sooooonnn…


Who is seating beside you right now? are you alone? Same goes to me,here..no need to worry this story I am gonna share with you is totally not scary.


There was a story of an honored man .one day ,he was visited by his friends (sahabat).in the middle of their conversation ,suddenly


Tokk..tokk..tokk..


The man,opened the door,there was a woman stand by the door ,holding a bowl full with oranges. she thrust the bowl at him and said “eat this” .


these oranges look yummy..but who knows .


He ate the oranges as told ,one after another .not even bothered to offer his sahabat who were watching from inside.each orange he finished,he smiled at her. his sahabat wondered ,why he did not offer them the oranges..on the other hand,the woman also gave the man a weird look. After he finished eating,he handed the bowl back.


The woman left after that,leaving the sahabat puzzled.


One of his sahabat asked him,why he didn’t offer them the oranges?


Chop............................................................................


What are you thinking? why he didn’t offer his sahabat the oranges?


Is it because he is selfish? Or because he simply do not know what is it means by sharing? Or you have any better answer. .


If me, I’ll say,he might love the oranges so much, and wanted to save them all for him, without noticing that his sahabat were watching.


Hmm..


“The oranges are all sour ,I was worried that you will make face at her or insult her for sending me sour oranges.so I didn’t offer you the oranges even a bit.she purposely gave me those oranges,to test me. ”


That was his answer..


*the honoured man here is referring to,Rasulullah pbuh.*


Huahuahua.. I totally got it wrong.how about you? is that what are you thinking about?


If,yes, you are already understand the concept of husnuzhon or in English “think positive” or in Malay bersangka baik.


For more explaination,refer this blog “permata yang dicari”.she explained about husnuzhon very neatly.


End of the story.


Ok,what is the moral of the story here??


Let list them down(because I believe there is a lot..)


1) think positive in this life


2) be strong.smile,even you are given sour oranges =)


3) Allah knows that, whatever ‘sour oranges ‘ He ‘sent’ you ,you are totally capable to crush them between your teeth.kunyah!


4) be nice at people.they might just testing you.



Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan), yang diusahaknnya , dan iamendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya.(Mereka berdoa):”Ya Tuhan kami,janganlah Kau hokum kami beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang2 sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami janganlah Kau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tidak sanggup kami memikulnya.Beri maafla kami; ampunilah kami; rahmatilah kami . Engkaulah penolong kami , maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir”

(Al-Baqarah:284-286)


Enough of ‘crapping’..



Ya Allah,tabahkanlah hati sahabat kami yang baru kehilangan ibu tersayang.ya Allah,ampunkanlah dosa ibunya,rahmatilah dia.ya Allah , tempatkanlah dia bersama-sama hambaMu yang soleh dan solehah.ameenn.



Al-Fatihah buat Allahyarhamah ibu Ell.


Ell,tabah..=)

Monday, July 28, 2008

the song I almost forgotten.

Salamu’alaik ya nuha.


Allahumma solli ‘ala Muhammad wa ‘ala alihi Muhammad.

Subhanallah Alhamdulillah Lailahaillallah Allahu Akbar


..here goes the song..

Sayalah permata

Anak kesayangan

Kebanggaan ayah dan ibu

Saya dibesarkan dengan kasih sayang

Hanya yang terbaik untukku

Menjadi harapan dimasa hadapan

Sayalah anak yang cemerlang.




It’s been very long time since the last time I wrote it down , and even longer time from the last time I sang it.


Back to my school years ,this song was my favorite song ,and it was always there, on my table .wrote on coloured paper ,with all “creative” handwriting. fully covered with plastic wrapper ,on the centre of my table..


I love its lyric the most ,because it simply remind me to the effort my parents put to raised me up. =) (and it always motivate me to study..)


After almost a year here ,in Manipal , I almost forgotten this song until I reopened my anatomy book, after about more than 6 months it was left alone in the box.(I just want to help the spider to find a better place for its web) . heheh..I found a piece of paper (I love to slip in pieces of paper in my books.).. I wonder,what is it? or should I ask what it was?


Then , I realized . it was the paper I put inside the book, with the song I love written on it --as a booster for me to study but unfortunately it was left unused until the final exam already in its way to engulf me .huahuahua..


Now, as I found the song again, so I think this should be the right time to recollect all the good attitudes and better ways of study (during school years),instead of doing it in front of your laptop as what I do know . hahaha.. (not funny..). I hardly change the page of the book I was reading starting from the time I press my finger on the ‘power’ button until I shut it down again..


Izzah !!


Ok2.. i know..i need to put it to the end now..


Nite.


Library , insya’Allah ,here I come again..or at least a meter away from my current study table.


ya Allah,terangkanlah hati kami,tenangkan hati kami,sihatkanlah tubuh badan kami..ya Allah, dorongkanlah kami untuk membaca topik2 yang akan keluar dalam peperiksaan,

bantulah kami memilih jawapan yang tepat dalam peperiksaan,peliharalah kami dari was2 ketika menjawab soalan..


ya Allah,izinkanlah kami untuk lulus dengan cemerlang dalam peperiksaan unis yang akan datang ini..



ameenn..=)

Sunday, July 27, 2008

tak kenal maka tak cinta.=)

Salamu’alaik ya nuha.

Allahumma solli ‘ala Muhammad wa ‘ala alihi Muhammad.

Subhanallah Alhamdulillah Lailahaillallah Allahu Akbar


Hmm..dalam sibuk2 baca buku,sempat lagi buat macam2.ada yang berfaedah,tapi banyak jugakla yang kurang berfaedah..haih..istighfar..=)


Kali ni nak share pasal bacaan waktu duduk antara 2sujud..ha,bacaan dalam
solat tu..kenapa pilih bacaan ni? Sebab,bacaan ni,ntahla,somehow tertarik katbacaan ni lebih sikit..payahla nak explain kenape..


Meh kiter share maksudnya..


Bacaan ketika duduk di antara dua sujud

Ya Allah, ampunilah daku,
Rahmatilah daku,
kayakan daku,
angkatlah darjatku,

rezekikan daku,
berilah aku hidayah,
sihatkanlah daku dan

maafkanlah akan daku.


Indahkan maknanya?


Hmm,memang semua bacaan dalam solat cantik2 maksud dia..mungkin sebab , kadang2 kiter kurang prihatin nak faham maksud bacaan tu..atau dah pernah belajar dah. .tapi maklumla dah tua ,mak cik terlupala..


Xpe,manusia tu memang bersifat pelupa..jangan sedey,Allah tu,

Maha Pengampun.=)


Ha,back to solat-->


kalau xfaham , macam mana nak rasa syok bila solat..macam bila kiter tengok orang berlakon dalam tv tu,dengan mudahnya ,kiter dapat bezakan samada pelakon tu menghayati lakonan dia atau x..xpayahla xmengaku..hahaha.


xsyokkan kalau pelakon tu macam setakat hafal skrip je,berlakon macam ‘kayu’..lagi xsyokla kalau kiter ber’temu’ dengan Allah a.k.a kekasih Agung kiter,tapi apa yang kiter luahkan hanya ‘skrip’ , tapi hati ,xde feel pun..macam mana nak join ‘Anugerah Pelakon Terbaik ’ kat akhirat

nanti ??


xpe2..meh kiter belajar ‘dapat’kan ‘feel’ tu.


jadinya,memandangkan ada pepatah kata:


tak kenal ,maka tak cinta



maknanya ,kalau nak ‘cinta’ dengan solat ,nak kasi ‘feel’ bila mengahdapNya,maka kenalah ‘kenal’ dengan solat..hehehe..


jadinye,jom ikut pergi ber‘kenalan’ dengan solat sekali lagi--kepada yang ‘pernah’ tahu,kepada yang belum pernah tahu meh kiter tambah seorang lagi ‘kenalan’ ..dan kepada yang dah tahu , meh kiter kukuhkan cinta kiter dengan ‘solat’..=)



Takbiratul-Ihram & Takbir

Allah Maha Besar.

Doa Iftitah
Allah Maha Besar dan segala puji bagi Allah dengan banyaknya.
Maha suci Allah sepanjang pagi dan petang.
Aku hadapkan wajahku bagi Tuhan yang mencipta langit dan bumi,
dengan suasana lurus dan berserah diri dan aku bukan dari golongan orang musyrik.
Sesungguhnya solatku,
ibadatku,
hidupku,
matiku
adalah untuk Allah Tuhan sekelian alam.
Tidak ada sekutu bagiNya dan kepadaku diperintahkan untuk tidak
menyekutukan bagiNya dan aku dari golongan orang Islam.


Al-Fatihah
Dengan nama Allah yang maha Pemurah lagi maha Mengasihani.
Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam.
Yang maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani.
Yang menguasai hari pembalasan.
Hanya Engkaulah yang kami sembah dan hanya kepada Engkau kami mohon pertolongan.
Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus.
Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan jalan mereka yang Engkau murkai dan bukan jalan mereka yang sesat.

Bacaan ketika rukuk
Maha Suci TuhanKu Yang Maha Mulia dan dengan segala puji-pujiannya.

Bacaan ketika bangun dari rukuk
Allah mendengar pujian orang yang memujinya.


Bacaan ketika iktidal
Wahai Tuhan kami, bagi Engkaulah segala pujian.


Bacaan ketika sujud
Maha suci TuhanKu yang Maha Tinggi dan dengan segala puji-pujiannya.

Bacaan ketika duduk di antara dua sujud
Ya Allah, ampunilah daku,
Rahmatilah daku,
kayakan daku,
angkatlah darjatku,
rezekikan daku,
berilah aku hidayah,
sihatkanlah daku dan
maafkanlah akan daku.

Bacaan ketika Tahiyat Awal
Segala penghormatan yang berkat solat yang baik adalah untuk Allah.
Sejahtera atas engkau wahai Nabi dan rahmat Allah serta
keberkatannya.
Sejahtera ke atas kami dan atas hamba-hamba Allah yang soleh.
Aku naik saksi bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah dan aku naik saksi bahawasanya Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh Allah.
Ya Tuhan kami, selawatkanlah ke atas Nabi Muhammad.


Bacaan ketika Tahiyat Akhir
Segala penghormatan yang berkat solat yang baik adalah untuk Allah.
Sejahtera atas engkau wahai Nabi dan rahmat Allah serta keberkatannya.
Sejahtera ke atas kami dan atas hamba-hamba Allah yang soleh.
Aku naik saksi bahawa tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah dan aku naik saksi bahawasanya Muhammad itu adalah pesuruh Allah.
Ya Tuhan kami, selawatkanlah ke atas Nabi Muhammad dan ke atas keluarganya.
Sebagaimana Engkau selawatkan ke atas Ibrahim dan atas keluarga Ibrahim.
Berkatilah ke atas Muhammad dan atas keluarganya sebagaimana Engkau berkati ke atas Ibrahim dan atas keluarga Ibrahim di dalam alam ini.
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Terpuji lagi Maha Agung.

Doa Qunut
Ya Allah, berilah aku petunjuk sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau tunjuki.
Sejahterakanlah aku sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau sejahterakan.
Pimpinlah aku sebagaimana orang-orang yang telah Engkau pimpin.
Berkatilah hendaknya untukku apa-pa yang telah Engkau berikan padaku.
Jauhkanlah aku daripada segala kejahatan yang telah Engkau tetapkan.
Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau sahajalah yang menetapkan, dan tidak sesiapapun yang berkuasa menetapkan sesuatu selain daripada Engkau.
Sesungguhnya tidak terhina orang yang memperolehi pimpinanaMu.
Dan tidak mulia orang-orang yang Engkau musuhi.
Telah memberi berkat Engkau, ya Tuhan kami dan maha tinggi Engkau.
Hanya untuk Engkau sahajalah segala macam puji terhadap apa-apa yang telah Engkau
tetapkan.
Dan aku minta ampun dan bertaubat kepada Engkau.
Dan Allah rahmatilah Muhammad, Nabi yang ummi dan sejahtera keatas keluarganya dan sahabat-sahabatnya.


Insya’Allah ,lepas ni,cinta kite pada ‘solat’ akan bercambah dan lebih kukuh dari hari ke hari.


p/s :tolong ingatkan si tukang taip ni,kalau ada ketidak selarasan antara yang dikongsi dengan apa yang dipraktik.stop her from being someone who CAKAP TAK SERUPA BIKIN..

Saturday, July 26, 2008

lightning.




1 rainy day , a mom when to pick up her boy from school ,thinking that the boy will fear the lightning. On the way back home , she saw her child smiling at the sky for every lightning . She asked him why he smiled .the little boy said


"GOD is taking my picture,so I have to look good.that's why I smiled "



so,smile when problems threaten you .


jauh lagi perjuangan ni,teruskanlah melangkah,walaupun payah.


selamat berjuang sahabat-sahabat.=)

Thursday, July 24, 2008

a N g E r


Salamu’alaik ya nuha..


Result this block was announced this afternoon..Alhamdulillah..i passed all the 3 subjects..Alhamdulillah..=)


Hmm..that’s not the topic I would like to share here..here, I would love to talk regarding something which bothering me these days..anger..i tried writing it before this,but it was totally ‘ntahla’.heheh..


Anger..it surrounds me like bee surrounds the flower..it always around me..i feel like shout at it! But ,as it just my feeling I have no idea how would I shout at it ?


Ok..anger..let’s us see what it is..according to Wikipedia ,this is what anger means :


Anger is an emotional state that may range from minor irritation to intense rage. The physical effects of anger include increased heart rate, blood pressure, and levels of adrenaline and noradrenaline.[1] Some view Anger as part of the fight or flight brain response to the perceived threat of pain.[2] Anger becomes the predominant feeling behaviorally, cognitively and physiologically when a person makes the conscious choice to take action to immediately stop the threatening behavior of another outside force.[3]


Ok,enough of its definition..whatever the definition is,I once read , as long as you do not admit that you are angry , you won't get angry.but,the thing is ,when you have admitted it ,then you have to manage it.


here goes my anger story..


What or who am I angry at ?? hahaha.. i have no idea at all, as I hardly recall any . simply get mad.. when I think about it now,I feel like there was nothing to be mad at..apela!


on the other hand, Alhamdulillah, today , yes today ,I succeed in controlling it. Alhamdulillah..here I would like to share things that can be done when you get mad..


Firstly, any solution involving logic thinking should be put last..as ‘mad’ means you are totally ‘free’ from any logical thinking and reasoning .


Then .the very next thing to be done is take wudhu’.. then ,recite Al-fatihah with the niat to ‘sedekah’ the reward to who you are mad at ..you can sedekah al-FAtihah as many as you wish as it costs you nothing but only few minutes..


after you are no longer 'mad' your rationality will insya'Allah automatic-ly reinstall ,and you can start reasoning and judging your attitude just now.


P/s: for the part ‘sedekah’ al-FAtihah ,only applicable if you are mad at living creature..if you are mad at your sandals or any non-living thing,I don’t think it’s applicable....the rest,still applicable.=)


On the other hand,if you feel jealous at someone who have been given ni'mat~got better mark than you (as example)~,and somehow you feel unease (dengki) with that (as sometimes I do feel so..) ,go shake her (cannotla if his..) hand..and congratulate her for her achievement.. insya’Allah , the jealousy will fade away, if it’s accompany with sincerity..


Hahaha..back to anger management..


Besides that,after solat , do pray to the Almighty,to ease the anger. we can also zikr..here goes the zikr to soften our heart.. (it always be recited to kids when they are asleep as a duaa for them..my mom used to do so..rindunye zaman kanak2..)


ya Latiff..
ya Latiff..
ya Latiff.
ya Latiff..
ya Latiff..
ya Latiff..
ya Latiff..

Allahu Latiffum bi’ibaadihii yar zukumay yashaaa’.wahual qawiiyyul ‘Aziiz..



Allah Maha Lembut terhadap hamba-hambaNya; Dia memberi rezeki kepada sesiapa yang Dia kehendaki, dan Dia Maha Kuat , Maha Perkasa..

(Asy-Syura:19)


Hmm..there is a lot more ways to control and tackle your anger,.but this are what I did ,and Alhamdulillah it works.I cannot guarantee you , it will work for you ,but anyway it worth trying..=)



Smile, manage your anger.



Here another ayat to reflex and ponder..


Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.ia mendapat pahala (dari kebajikan), yang diusahaknnya , dan iamendapat siksa (dari kejahatan) yang dikerjakannya.(Mereka berdoa):”Ya Tuhan kami,janganlah Kau hukum kami andai kami lupa atau tersalah.Ya Tuhan kami,janganlah Kau bebankan kepada kami, beban yang berat sebagaimana Engkau bebankan kepada orang2 sebelum kami. Ya Tuhan kami janganlah Kau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang tidak sanggup kami memikulnya.Beri maafla kami; ampunilah kami; rahmatilah kami . Engkaulah penolong kami , maka tolonglah kami terhadap kaum yang kafir”


(Al-Baqarah:284-286)

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

a little mu'min.

Salamu’alaik ya nuha..


How’s your day?mine , so far ,so Alhamdulillah..


Hmm.. little mu'min..simply create the title to attract you to read this post..heheh. there is one story I would like to share with you guys.that’s the main point I put it here.this story was told by an ustaz through his talk which was aired in IKIM (I think..can’t really remember.)


Hmm..let’s start the story-morie session.heheh.


If I am not mistaken ,this story took place in Palestin .yes,palestin.(a state which was forcefully deleted from the globe ,and insya’Allah it will return soon enough..)


that ustaz was having a humanitarian visit to Palestin at that time ,and he always saw kids throwing stones to the Israeli tanks.he wondered ,what's the main purpose of doing so? Bases on logic thinking, definitely , nothing will happen neither to the tanks nor to the soldiers who was driving the tank.most probably,the stones will make the tanks vibrate a bit and produces sound .that's farthest ,my logic can explain..on the other hand,those kids always get ‘something’ as return .and definitely that ‘something’ always not anything fancy.their life may also be in danger as it always cost their lives.



Fares Odeh from Gaza, age 13, throws a stone at an advancing Israeli tank sent
to disperse demonstrators with live ammunition. Nine days later, as Fares was
throwing stones at another Israeli tank, he was shot in the neck by an Israeli
sharpshooter and killed. Photo by Laurent Rebours of the Associated Press, 2000.


So,he asked the kids or one of the kid,I am not sure (who gonna remember,all that tiny2 details?).


“why are you throwing stones to the tank ? wil that make any good to you??”


And the answer given by that kid was far beyond our logic and critical thinking..only iman can explain.


“if ,Allah meant to destroy them ,this small stones can also be the cause!”


I , myself was stunned when I heard the answer..


Will you believe that ?? a small kid ,who is a real mu’min.as,his answer totally is reflection of his firm belief in last pillar’s of Iman -Qada’ and Qadar.


how about you? and the main question here, is how about me??


Have I ever reached that level of iman in past 20 years of my life?? I should be ashamed of myself .even a small kid can understand and apply iman in his life.how about me ? I am 20 (still 20,not yet hit my birthday.) ,but what I did is nothing more than wasting my sisa umur..never try hard to understand Islam and be a better muslim , a real mu’min.


I think, this is the point for me to change .can’t wait any longer, because I can’t guarantee that there is any tomorrow for me .even though life is never easy to change .but, I know that I can rely on you ,my sahabat2 , to lead me towards Islam ,guide me , teach me and pardon me when I do wrong.


Thanx for the support you’ve given me and for the teaching that you’ll give me.


Ukhwah fillah Abadan abada..=)


Duaa for the mujahideen and mujahidah all over the world…


"Allahumman suril Islama wal muslimeen fii kulli makaani wazzaman, Allahumma thabbit quluubahum,Allahumma thabbit aqdaamahum,Allahumman-surhum ‘alaa man‘aadaahum,Allahumma dammir a’ada-ahum,Allahumma zalzilil-ardho tahta aqdaamihim,Allahumma dhud wa-rudda ‘anhum, rabbana taqabbal minna du'aa ana innaka antas sami'ul 'aliim..ameen ameen."

Translation:
"Oh Allah support the Islam and Muslimeen, anytime anywhere, Oh Allah make their hearts firm (in Imaan, Taqwaa, Tawakkul etc.), Oh Allah make their feet firm (uncompromising and steadfast), Oh Allah support them (the Mujaahideen) over those who show animosity to them, Oh Allah destroy their enemies, Oh Allah shake the earth beneath their (the enemies) feet, Oh Allah support our scholars, Oh Allah be with them and protect them, please accept our du'aas you are indeed the best knower and the best listener..ameen ameen..



the duaa taken (cilok) from blog NurHasanah Mazalan.trimas..

Sunday, July 20, 2008

I am talking to me

salamu'alaik ya nuha.


hmm..how are you lately??me,simply love to pile up the work , procrastinate , and now a seriously weird habit hits me.


I am someone who love to talk to myself and also to my stuffs,it just that I say it out loud.(instead of do it quietly) . heheh.and now,this habit is becoming more and more obvious . and I just can't help it!!




now,those who always around me, (my house-mate ,especially) start giving me weird looks,as they see me talking to myself,asking myself and the weirdest part for them is, I replied to every-single of my question..heheh.



for me,I don't take their weird look at me really seriously,but sometimes their gaze make me think,am I really a weirdo ? luckily ,they didn't know that I have my imaginary friend in my laptop (but,by now,they should be knowing as this post is published..heheh.).but I am fully aware that my 'imaginary friend' is just imaginary..it just like looking at kids who are talking to their teddy.nothing much than that.



then since my curiosity regarding this habit increasing , like always, internet will be my easy-access library . then this is all the info I gather from internet.


aiye,most of the site state almost the same thing which is:

self talking is maybe an early symptom of psychosis!!



waa..this is terrible..hoho..but my belief is still firm that I am normal and my mental state is still rational.because I remember read something regarding self talking in Reader's Digest many years back,and it stated that it is always fine to talk to yourself and your stuffs as long as your stuffs do not talk back to you..fuhh..



so far as I remember, my stuffs never reply to any of my questions,it is always me who replied for them..heheh..sounds scary..haih..whatever..


insya'Allah,this is not a big problem.heheh, I am just want to ask for your understanding.believe me, I am just not yet crazee..nauzubillah.

Friday, July 18, 2008

mahabbah..=)

Kerna islam ku kenal erti redha
Allah lah sumber kekuatanku
sedih sendu hati ini
ingin sekali kuhamburkan
hati akhirnya tenang dengan janjiNYA.Alhamdulillah.


S
ukarmu bukan tandaKU benci
AKUlah yang mengirimkan ujian
yang akan membina iman
akalmu AKU tajamkan,azammu KUkukuhkan
nanti, kau akan bersedia
genggam erat cita-citamu..kamulah pewaris penyambung perjuangan.


erti kasih sayang,bukan hanya pada lafaz.




Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Sunday, July 13, 2008

it's always best..

salamu'alaik ya nuha.

(please ignore this post,if you are running out of time to read the books for your exam.)

saje je..try killing limited time which is already in process of killing me..
hmm..just want to complete the sentence.

it is always BEST to be who you are rather than being who you were

hmm..whatever..

may Allah give you a rainbow for every storm,a smile for every tear,a blessing for every trial,a sweet song for every sigh,and an answer for every prayer-

insya'Allah.

du'a from a friend who never fail to send me a tazkirah every-single-day. thanx for all the du'a and reminder you sent me.

Salam Seharum Kasturi:~ Iman sering turun naik...~berusahalah mengekalkan saat ia meningkat tinggi..dan berusahalah menaikkan kmbali di tika ia menjunam lemah....~Ingatlah, hati kita tahu bila ia lemah dan bila ia tinggi, saat ingatan pada Allah memuncak tanda naiknya iman..biasanya di saat ujian..manakala di saat syaitan menggoda, dan kita hanyut dalam lautan dosa..di situ lemahnya iman...sedarlah sahabatku, kau mampu mengawalnya, imanmu mengawal gerak fikir akal dan menundukkan kemahuan nafsumu..sayangi dirimu..sebelum izrail datang memanggil, nyawa di tenggorokan tiada guna lagi bertaubat, saat itu...syaitan pasti gelak tawa kerna ia menang mendapat teman di neraka...sayangi dirimu, sebagaimana aku menyayangimu...~salam sedamai Firdausi~moga dikaulah jiranku di Syurga Firdaus!!Ameen~


"Manusia tidak perlu dihukum kerana lupa, tetapi manusia perlu dihukum kerana sengaja lupa."



insya'Allah this ukhwah will last forever.here and hereafter.. :D

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

berani buat berani tanggung

Salamu’alaik ya nuha..


Hmm..kenapa tajuk macam tu ek??


Ayat ni ayah yang ajar..kalau dulu dekat SEMEKAS ,kalau nak lari balik awal atau saje balik asrama lambat , ayah selalu cakap


“kak yong berani buat , kak yong beranila tanggung . ayah xnak campur .kalau kena rotan ke apa ,ayah xnak tahu ”


Jawapan yang biasanya ayah terima ialah “ok”..hahaha..payah dapat anak yang degil ni..


Tapi selalunya, xkena apa2 pun..sebab tu berani buat lagi..heheh..

kalau berani bakar mercun , beranila tanggung kalau kena percikan apinya


Sampai sekarang , ayat tula yang jadi pegangan..kalau nak buat jahat pun ,fikir balik ,aku sanggup tak terima akibatnya ?? kalau sanggup , buatla..hoho.


Ayat ni bolehla diimplikasi dari ayat al-Quran yang maksudnya :


Dan musibah apa pun yang menimpa kamu adalah kerana perbuatan tanganmu sendiri,dan Allah memaafkan kebanyakan ( dari kesalahanmu ) As – Syuara :30


Hmm..ape kesannya ayat ni dalam hidup kiter?


Ayat ni mengingatkan kiter , kalau dalam nak buat sesuatu ,fikir dulu.sebab kalau kiter ‘ter’salah buat keputusan dalam hidup kiter,akibatnya kiter yang tanggung..kadang2 orang2 yang tak bersalah pun terpaksa tanggung sama ,gara2 kiter salah membuat pilihan..


Tambahan pulak sebagai seorang muslim , akibatnya bukan je ditanggung kat dunia ,malah kat akhirat sekali.silap2 mungkin me’nyondongkan’ neraca mizan kiter condong ke kiri..nauzubillah himin zalik..


Bagi sesiapa yang pernah buat perkara tak sepatutnya dilakukan (macam si tukang taip ni) , maka bersedialah nak tunggu akibat perbuatan masing2..ataupun ada yang dah rasa akibat perbuatan2 tu ? ..hoho..kalau tetiba rasa tak sanggup nak tanggung , cepat2 mintak maaf sebelum terlambat.


Kalau salah dengan Allah , Alhamdulillah dengan bertaubat kepadanya ,Allah dah janji nak ampunkan dengan syarat kiter ikhlas. Dan tidak menyekutukanNya.


From Muhammad pbuh

O son of Adam ,so long as you call upon Me and hopes in Me , I will forgive you for all that comes from you and I do not care .O son f Adam , if your sins were to reach even the farthest height (clouds) in the sky , and you asked for My forgiveness , I shall forgive you .O son of Adam , were you to come to Me with an earthful of sins and met Me without having associated anything with Me, I shall grant you an earthful of pardon.


Kalau ada salah dengan sesame manusia,kiter kena minta maaf kat Allah dan dengan manusia yang kiter buat salah tu..kalau ikutkan jawapan waktu belajar al-Quran dan As-Sunnah dulu kena buat macam ni:

1)bertaubat

2)minta maaf kepada mereka yang kiter buat salah tu

3)menyesali perbuatan kiter

4)meninggalkan perbuatan tu dan berjanji tidak akan mengulanginya lagi..

hmm..

fikir2kanlah ye hazzi lurun..berani buat , beranila tanggung .. =)

Monday, July 7, 2008

keep going !!

ya Allah , kukuhkanlah kedudukan kami atas jalan yang Kau redhai..kuatkan kami dengan ilmu yang bermanfaat , teguhkan kami dengan ketelusan iman kepadaMu , sabarkan kami dengan redha kepadaMu , tenangkan hati kami dengan tawakal kepadaMu ..

ya Allah bimbinglah kami maju kedepan , jangan Kau biar langkah kami kebelakang..jangan Kau biar kami berputus asa dengan ketentuanMu..kuatkan kami ya Allah..

ya Allah masukkanlah kami melalui jalan yang benar,keluarkanlah kami melalui jalan yang benar , dan kurniakanlah kepada kami dari sisiMu penolong yang sebenar-benarnya.

ameenn..

Sunday, July 6, 2008

makanan halal??

salamu'alaik ya nuha..


hmm..ada sekali tu,balik dari hospital,kami singgah kat farmasi nak beli ubat..yela,sebab kami ni demam berjangkit-jangkitla pulak..one after another..jadi,atas nasihat naufa,kami pi la beli ubat ngan multivitamin dan vitamin C.dalam nak memilih vitamin apa yang nak dibeli,maklumla banyak jenis..macam2 ada..hoho..banyak yang berkapsul..izzah,dah nak beli dah..ada apa dengan kapsul, kan? ubat jugak..


lepas tu,ziilal bagitau bahawa kapsul banyak yang bersumberkan lemak haiwan..oo,ha'ahla..lupe plak..kat Malaysia,selalu bantai beli je..tak pernah terfikir pulak..dah ada cop halal JAKIM tu,halal dah insya'Allah..kat sini ,xde cop halal..camne??lepas tu,bila tanya tuan kedai tu dia jawab


" what are you worry about? are you vegetarian??"


sambil buat muka kat kitorang pulak tu..hish pak cik ni..jadi , ziilal pun terangkanla pasal halal and haram kat dia..walaupun lemak tu datang dari haiwan yang halal dimakan,tapi kalau tak disembelih dengan cara yang betul.haram gak..banyak betul yang mengsangsikan kami,lagi2 sekarang,banyak kod2 preserbvatives and stabilizer yang kami tak faham lansung apa maknanya..


maka,sesampai je kami kat rumah..terus search kat internet,makna disebalik kod2 bernumber tu..alhamdulillah ,hasilnya ,jumpala satu laman web regarding makanan halal and haram.. hopefully ,membantu kiter untuk memilih makanan yang halal dan mengelakkan makanan yang haram..insya'Allah.

cabaran2ku hari2..=)



Salamu’alaik ya habibi..hmm..macam – macam duduk kat India ni..kena malariala, viral infectionla,malah sekarang dah ada yang kena typhoid..hoho..walaupun bak,kata doctor ‘mild’ typhoid je..


Bukan nak cakap apa,Cuma,duduk kat tempat orang ni,cabarannya lain.bukan je cabaran dari segi nak belajar,malah cabaran untuk hidup..yela,bila dah jauh dari mak ayah ni,sakit pening kawan-kawanyang layan..kalau nak harapkan mak ayah jugak,payahla..hoho..yela,bukan jauh sebatu dua,malah merentas lautan..jauhnya dari mak ayah..kalau xde kawan2 rasa macam layang2 yang terbang secara solo..heheh..dengan kawan2 ,rase macam layang2 ditemani gagak.. (okla,ditemani burung merpatila..bukan gagak..)


Duduk kat India ni,macam2 dah rase..seminggu sampai kat India,kami dah sambut puasa..Alhamdulillah,bahagia jugak sambut Ramadhan kat India..mungkin dari segi moreh tu,xdela,tapi terawih tu,adal jugak..walaupun mungkin xdela semeriah kat Malaysia..sambut syawal kat sinipun ada rendang jugak..tapi,kalau nak dibandingkan ngan kat rumah memangla xsama..sambut raya waktu tu pun ngan kawan2..xde huluran tangan mak ngan ayah untuk disalam pagi raya tu.. dan yang paling penting sekali ,kat sini ,xde sape nak bagi duit raye.. (tu yang baliik raya nanti,nak kutip duit raya tahun lepas sekali..hoho)


Lagi2 bila dah duduk kat luar ni,ulang alik gi kelas naik motor,kalau motor tu ‘menggedik’ terpaksala naik auto..punyala pemalas nak jalan kaki..haih..lepas tu,naik auto pun payah jugak,kadang2 join pemandu auto mogok..hoho..bila hantar motor kat bengkel , dengan asas pengetahuan motor yang zero ni (w’pun banyak je motor kat rumah..) ,tawakal kat Allah je,moge2 tak kena tipu.. pastu ,Tanya kawan2 lain,kotla kalau kena tipu..heheh..usaha untuk tidak ditipu tu ,penting..tapi,kalau dah kena tipu jugak nasib dahla kot..

Seterusnya bila

masuk musim2 exam lagila best..banyak giler nak kena baca..dah baca,kena faham dan hafal.

.kalau tak,xleh jawab gak.. tambahan pulak,cerita2 dalam laptop ada berlambak untuk ditengok..

haigan ni..teruskan membaca buku walaupun banyak cerita menarik untuk tengok..pastu.
..camne?? waktu ni,kawan2 gakla yang bagi sokongan untuk teruskan perjuan.kadang2 rasa cam dah tak larat dah nak teruskan membaca..walaupun baru seciput ilmu medic
yang kitorang

belajar.punyalah banyak ilmu Allah ni..Subhanallah..Maha Suci Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui..


Cabaran seterusnya adalah cabaran untuk kekal sihat..bukan saja dari segi fizikal malah mental dan rohani..alhamdulilllah,kat sini ubat murah je nak beli..kalau setakat vitamin c,satu tablet tak sampai seposen..pastu dari segi mental pulak,ramai je kawan2 yang ‘gila’ yang sentiasa membuat korang ketawa..kalau nak ajak nangis pun boleh..mereka ni memahami belaka..bila nak gelak,diorang join sekali..kalau nak nangis,diorang tolong dengar..walaupun xde kaitan ngan diorang pun..diorang dengar gak..kalau nak lepaskan geram,diorang sanggup jadi sasaran kena baling bantal..dari segi rohani pulak,banyak je kat internet artikel2 dan ceramah2 untuk buat hepatocytes kiter kekal segar dan ceria..malah,ade je aktiviti2 masjid (w’pun xlarat nak pegi tadi..haih..)..jadinye,macam2 mana pun kalau kiter berusaha untuk sihat..insya’Allah,kiter kekal sehat..


Lastly,rasenye cabaran yang besar adalah untuk 'tak berjaya'..siapa nak dipersalahkan kalau xberjaya..adakah diri sendiri..nilah part paling tak best ,terpaksa salahkan diri sendiri bila gagal..haih..xde siapa yang boleh haling kejayaan kiter melainkan diri kiter sendiri..hoho..camne??adakah aku yang bersalah??terpaksala jawab sendiri..=)